Lucky #7

Emma was born at 7:22 on a Monday. I remember everything about that day and I hope I never forget. This wonderful child is growing up so fast!

 Here are some of the things that we have learned about Emma in the past year.

1. Freckles! She has the most amazing freckles across her nose. I love them.
2. She loves to read Archie comics just like her mom. :)
3. Emma is a big helper when it comes to Ellie.
4. Her love for chicken and fries with ranch and ketchup is still going strong.
5. She loves Monster High and Scooby Doo.
6. Emma may be 7 going on 16. The jury is still out. 

There are so many more things about Emma that make me smile. I enjoy growing closer with her and being able to have girl time. She truly surprises me all the time. 

Ellie~ Big 4!

Here are some of the things we have learned about Ellie this last year.

1. Her name is Ellie Elizabeth Denise. Ellie is not a nickname.
2. Minnie Mouse is still #1. All birthday parties will be Minnie Mouse themed.
3.A skunk is pronounced stunk, Taco Cabana is really named Taco Banana, and donkeys are really honkeys that hee haw.
4. Ellie is very empathetic. She does not like when anyone is sad or hurt. I believe she will have a kind nature.
5. Fave foods: Peperoni pizza, peanut butter sandwich, and anything with cheese.
6. She loves to have mommy sing itsy bitsy spider before bed, and loves cuddles from daddy.


She is now transitioning into Pre-K class at her school. Ellie is growing so fast!

1st Grade

    I can not say that I remember being in first grade but I do not think I was as busy as Emma! She is off to a great start in her class and we love her teacher.  Emma has done a total 180 from last year. Kindergarten year we struggled with yellow and red days for talking and all around attitude.
   
    I normally would not air our laundry like that if it had not been greatly improved. Emma has matured over the summer and is making efforts to understand what is expected of her on a daily basis. I am truly proud of the way she has turned it around.
 
     You never know what type of parent you are going to be on that first car ride home. I did not expect to only really be understanding and trying to make myself better as a parent during this last year. I am sure there will be more learning experiences through our life. I feel that being a mom is going to be my biggest accomplishment and my hardest challenge in life.

  We look forward to the remaining school year with Emma, and hope to be posted some of her academic achievements in the near future.

June

June has been the busiest month! Our trip to Disneyworld was amazing. All that I read and heard was true. We all felt like it was a magical experience. From being the first people in the Fantasmic show to the cast members that made it pleasant even during the longer lines. The girls came back from the trip closer than ever. I love to see them holding hands and hugging on a regular basis.
 Emma and Ellie have been spoiled this month too. Several birthday celebrations and plenty of presents. We feel loved to have so many family members who celebrate Emma and Ellie with us. Here are some of the things that we have learned about our girls since their last birthday.
    Emma
      1. She is an amazing artist. She loves to draw pictures for the ones she loves.
      2.  Swimming is the top priority of vacation and summer.
      3. Loves to sing pop songs in the car and can say when a Beatles song is playing.
      4. Great big sister!
      5. Very athletic and a fast runner. Family races have been known to happen.
      6. Makes great breakfast on Saturdays for everyone.
 
    Ellie
       1. Does not like Dinner at all.
       2. Ellie is brave! Wants to ride all the rides and swim by herself.
       3. Her vocabulary is growing by leaps and bounds.
       4. She loves to cuddle and snuggle.
       5. Loves the library!
       6. Blanket goes everywhere.


 I can not imagine life without my two June bugs. Love them to the moon and back.

Life in the fast lane

I always mean to write here more and keep everyone updated with what is going on with the girls. As you know life gets crazy and sometimes good intentions fall behind. Lots of things have been happening since my last post!

 Josh and I are now the happy owners of a three bedroom, two and a half bath house in Round Rock. (Just north of Austin) We moved to be closer to my parents and Josh's mom. Owning a home has been different this time around. Our first home in Leander felt more like a fun house then a home. Our new house has been great. We are within 2 miles of Emma's school and still close enough to our jobs. We are decorating and fixing things to be the way we like them. The girls rule the roost on the second floor that includes a nice size play room for them. We are hoping to be able to have a lunch here soon for everyone to come see the new house.

 Emma is currently in Kindergarten and is adjusting very well. We had a few rough months but with the new addition of glasses she has settled right in. Helps when you can see! Her favorite thing about school is Art. Only 9 more weeks and she will be a first grader. We plan to enroll her in a few art classes this summer to help her learn more.

 Ellie is growing more and more each day. She still has her own language but most days she speaks very clear. Her favorite thing is still Minnie Mouse and loves strawberry milk. On the weekends she is Emma's shadow. We like to call them Pete and Repeat.

 The biggest thing on our radar is our trip to Disney World in June. Shhh...surprise for the girls. With the help of our tax return we were able to pay for our 7 days there. I am looking forward to spending some time with them and Josh. We hope it will be a magical adventure that brings us closer as a family.

  We have been through hurdles and dips since November but we look forward to each day together. I know that we have learned and grown a lot as a family unit. It is the hard times that show you what is most important in life. And the beat goes on.

1...2...3..4....

Five! Emma is turning five tomorrow. I wrote about the night before she was born on facebook tonight, but it was that next day that really changed my life. I would no longer be just Angie, I would be mommy. A role that can be hard sometimes but truly rewarding with Emma. We learn so much together, but here are some things I have learned about her this year.

 1. She is a big helper. 
 2. Emma is a Leader. She knows what she wants and is going to make it happen.
 3. Imagination as big as the universe
 4. Fashionista. We question the mis-match clothing sometimes but usually let her show her true colors.
 5. She is quickly becoming a lego master and builds for hours.
 6. Chicken and fries is still her favorite food.
 7. Can't hold us by Macklemore is "Her" song.. oh and mommy turn it up!

I look forward to learning more about her, and growing with her as we face these new obstacles. Emma will start school in August and is so ready to be in class. I loved going to school and I hope that she will too. 

Ellie the Loveable

Tomorrow my Ellie will turn 2! The time has really moved since she was born. I think about that June 6th 2011 and I know what I was going through. Rough, hard, long contractions every 10 minutes. Little did I know that I was being prepared for someone so kind, and loving. It was all worth it looking back. Here are some things that we have learned about Ellie in this last year.

1. Repeat! Anything Emma does Ellie does!
2. More and more loving. Now she can say I love you, (Mommy,Daddy,Emma)
3. Miss Independent
4. Favorite foods-Grapes, candy, spaghetti, goldfish, and chips
5. Builds with blocks, and train set for hours and hours
6. NOT an early riser. (Just like Mommy)
7. Doesn't like to be told what to do. (Just like Daddy)
8. Must have Puppy and Blankie at all times.
9. Empathetic to others feelings. Gives hugs when needed, and even pats.

There is so much more! We are so happy to have Ellie in our lives. I look forward to celebrating her Birthday and watching what new things she will learn.

Milestones

  As Josh and I hit big milestones this year, 10 years married in May and 12 years together on Friday, I have to say it isn't easy. If I told you it was a walk in the park I would be lying. I love my husband, don't get me wrong, that isn't the hard part.
    We were sitting together last night at the dining room table, and I couldn't help but to stare at him. I asked him if he thought is was funny how far we had come. Being Josh his answer was very logical, and true. I hadn't clued him in to what was going on in my head though. I looked at him and realized this is not the boy I met and felt instantly connected to. He looked so different from that high school kid, and was now the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with. We have both changed, together and as individuals. Yet we still fit together so well.
    I feel like if we hadn't changed we wouldn't have made it this far. We were kids when we got married and now getting closer to being adults. Marriage is my best accomplishment so far. I don't get trophies or raises when I do something good. I do however have the satisfaction of knowing that Josh and I have worked together as a team to jump a lot of hurdles. We are getting better at this everyday. We talk without barriers, and don't walk on eggshells. We ask for help and know when to admit our mistakes. Our marriage is in no way perfect, but I wouldn't have it any other way.
   I am so happy that I get to start and end my day with this wonderful man. We don't celebrate this anniversary but I will never forget the day my life got better. The day our paths joined and began our adventure together.
  Love is the light guiding our way.



On Track

Life is so busy! I always feel like I need a pause button.

 We have been living in Wes's house (our house) for almost a year now. We have moved around the girl's rooms to make room for more play. They are beginning to enjoy each others company and play well. We all enjoy the space that the house brings. The summer has been a little too hot to go out in the back yard too much, but hope to start using it more soon.

 Emma and Ellie are growing like beautiful Texas wildflowers. Ellie is now up to her big sister's shoulder and I am sure will pass her up in the next few years. Emma's heart continues to check out well. She had a follow up in July and is doing great. Both have a very independent spirit. We are challenged most days but find opportunities to better ourselves. Bath time is their favorite time, and bed time their least. Ellie is working on saying new words like Shoes and purse, while Emma continues to learn writing and reading. I am hoping to get updated photos of them done soon.

 Josh and I are busy working away, but still find time for the occasional date night. We are making progress with our goal of being debt free in 2014. Shorter goals are our plans for our 10 year wedding anniversary. Josh and I are going to renew our vows next May. I enjoy planning another wedding, much smaller and intimate this time. Just the 2 of us! All I can say is the Chapel has been booked. Josh has an upcoming birthday in November but Austin is sure to be a mad house with the F1 races that weekend, so we plan to travel outside of Austin for his yearly birthday bash.

 As for myself, Jazzercise. I have said it before, but it's good for me to say it again. This is a journey that has no end. Taking care of myself is not only better for me, but my family too. This year has been a very good reflective year. I am 29 this year, and this age has a lot of meaning for me. It is the last year of my twenties. I am sure a lot of people get here and begin to look inside. I want my 30's to be amazing though. I want to be able to live a little extra for Denise. She was almost there, my exact age now. I don't plan on going anywhere, so it is in my hands to conquer the unknown. To reach my goals, and stop looking back. I'm going forward. I'm on track and there are no signs of stopping.

The Haar Family is thankful to have such a wonderful group of family and friends to share our lives with.  We appreciate everyone's love and support.

Family and love


  A man of faith, a patriotic man, a loving man, a family man, a song bird. There are so many words to say about George Smith. 
   I have only had the chance to know George for 11 years. We ate pizza together, took trips to his land, danced at my wedding, worked puzzles in the paper, and told stories together. I have many wonderful memories with him that I call my own.  
    My favorite memory has to be one of the last ones that we shared. In August of 2011 for his birthday, he sang for all of us there. Most of them sang along, but I stood in awe and silence. Hanging on each note. I loved to hear him sing. I had never seen a man burst into song and sing with such passion. 
  As a person who married into the family I get to have a special view. It's like reading a book you never want to end. The stories have there ups and downs, and all of the characters are great. I have been able to hear Josh's stories and in more recent years have heard stories from different perspectives. One chapter has closed on the Smith family, but the book is not over. I am sure every time we get together that we will revisit the stories of George Smith. 
  

   
  
  

Four is fabulous!

Emma turned 4 on Saturday the 30th. I can not believe that time has gone by so fast. Am I old enough to have a four year old? At first it was wow we made it through one year, but now four has gone by and I would love to rewind to watch her grow again. My best advice for those who are pregnant is to just hold them as much as possible. Emma still lets me hold her, but not as much as I would like. As always I like to let everyone know what we have learned about Emma this last year.

1. Food faves include Chicken and fries, chicken and rice, or noodles with cheese no sauce please.
2. Mia is her best friend and she does everything. Mia is imaginary. :)
3. Emma is a true big sister. Good or bad she still loves her little sister.
4. She is the Dancing queen.
5. Schlitterbahn is the new dino park.
6. She loves me and Daddy more than bugs.

Emma is so funny. I could go on and on about what we have learned about her. The biggest thing I have learned about myself is that I am happy to be her mommy. I look forward to the next year and what Emma has in store for us.

Elizabeth Denise

Our Elizabeth Denise "Ellie" will be one on June 7th. It has been an amazing year. I am so happy that we have Ellie in our lives. Here are some of the things we have learned about Ellie this year.

1. Ellie loves cuddle! Her favorite spot is on our laps or in our arms.
2. She is our serious and more quiet girl. Not all giggles like her big sister.
3. Always on the move. Play play play
4. Affectionate and caring. She sometimes cries when she sees Emma cry.
5. When she toots she giggles.
6. Favorite thing is food. You can not eat without giving her something.

Ellie is all her own girl. I am amazed at Ellie and Emma's similarities and differences. We are ready for the next year and all the love and adventures it brings with our little girl.

Tumbles and things

           This year we started Emma in gymnastics. My cousins David and Chris always seemed to enjoy gymnastics. They would always tell me "It's a gymnastics thing, you wouldn't understand." Emma, and I(mostly me)had to figure this out. Emma enjoys going, and is making friends. They start each class by sitting in a circle and going over what they plan to learn. I think my favorite was emotions. It has helped Josh and I talk through what Emma is feeling. Then they move onto working through stations. Emma loves all, but I was told she has the most courage on the balance beam. She is just beginning, but we hope she loves it and stays with it. We go as a family to watch her. Ellie likes to push her face against the glass and squeal when big sister runs by.                                                Ellie has been working very hard on being able to keep up with Emma. She went from being really fast at crawling to walking in a blink of an eye. We all hurt when she takes a tumble, but she gets right back up. Most days she toddles down the hall after her sister and then the door shuts before she gets there, or you can here Emma telling her that's not her toy. Ah, sisters. Emma does enjoy having her around, but she is still not big on sharing everything. Ellie is also learning to climb and say words like Nana.                                                                                                                                                     Josh and I had a wonderful vacation in San Francisco. We ate lots of good food, and had great beer to wash it all down. My favorite part of the whole trip was renting bikes and riding through Golden Gate park, over the Golden Gate bridge, and to Sausalito, CA. It was a beautiful day, and felt nice to ride a bike again. We were totally tourist and saw Alcatraz, Fisherman's Wharf, Ghirardelli Square, Disney Family museum, and so much more. I can't wait to go back, and suggest it to anyone going on vacation. I look forward to having a vacation with the girls soon, maybe the beach.

Sister

I think of it as a great compliment to be told I look like Denise. It's hard to hear it though. After 9 years of her being gone the place in my heart is still so raw. I think about her often and am reminded of her when Ellie smiles. They both have a dimple on their cheek when they smile. I think as time goes on it gets better. I think most everyone can relate to losing someone they love.
I miss my sister very much. I am lucky to have so many other sister's in my life to help me through this. I will think of her on Sunday, I will be upset. It's a day that doesn't get easier. It's a day that I wish could be done over. That's why I know I will be upset. No matter how much I try to only think of good things, or keep myself busy and not think about it, It will anger me that I get to be here on a day that she can't. She didn't get to see me marry Josh, meet my little girls, or see me as I am today. What I wouldn't give for a hug. A simple but sweet card in her beautiful handwriting. A secret trip together for a tattoo. it's the little things that matter. I love my sister very much. If I can't tell her, then I get to tell you.

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
I'm following the path God has chosen for me.
I took His hand when I heard him call;
I turned my back and left it all.

I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way;
I've now found peace at the end of day.

If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joys.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss;
Oh yes, these things, I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
Look for the sunshine of tomorrow.

My life's been full, I savored much;
Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch.
Perhaps my time seems all to brief;
Don't lengthen your pain with undue grief.
Lift up your heart and peace to thee,
God wanted me now-He set me free.

( I'm Free Author: Shannon Lee Moseley.)

Dear

Dear Emma,

Have I told you how much you are loved? I look into those sweet blue eyes of yours and remember what it is like to be a kid. A world full of wonder and learning at your fingertips. You amaze me everyday with your how you are so friendly and have no fear. I want you to keep these traits.
You walked across a cattle guard yesterday, and although I flinched, you made it across just fine. You wanted the beautiful flowers on the other side because you see what so many do not. Your eyes are completely open.
Daddy and I talked on the way home from Llano about how you have grown and the world as it is today. While you and Ellie napped we discussed the story of Trayvon Martin, and how you do not carry any prejudices. We are happy to be raising you right, to love all people. You are never afraid to call someone friend.
You grow in so many ways and these are just little examples of how wonderful you are. In a few months you will be turning 4. I have been so thankful for you and the things we get to share everyday. I am proud to be your mommy. I am proud to share what a wonderful little girl you are. I don't do it enough. I love you with all of my heart, and I'll always love you more than sunshine.

Love, Mommy

New Beginnings

As one door closes another opens. Today was Josh's last day at Central Market. After 14 years he has said goodbye to seek new opportunities. He will begin his new job tomorrow with Boundless Nutrition. We are very proud of the career he had and the hard work he put in everyday to support his family. I know he will continue to grow and work hard at his new position.
The Haar family looks forward to having weekends off together as a new perk. Josh and I have not had a regular day off together since Emma was born. It was well worth the sacrifice to have the girls cared for by mainly Josh and me. The girls will also begin a new adventure Monday as they will go to full time care. I am sure as time progresses the girls will enjoy their new surroundings, and to have both parents on the weekend.
Congrats to Josh, and wish us luck in our new endeavors!

Jazzed

It's official! With the help of Jazzercise I have lost 20 lbs so far. I continue on my journey but know that I have reached a great milestone for myself. Jazzercise has let me have a new lease on life. Who knew 1 hour a day, 3 to 4 times a week could make me feel so much better.
I appreciate all of the support from my husband and family, the encouraging words, and the compliments. It's all so wonderful. This is not my stopping point, but a refuel for the next 20 ahead. Then to keep the weight off for the rest of my life. I don't ever want my life to be cut short here due to laziness. Here are some photos to show my journey so far!

This was taken in August before I started Jazzercise.


This was tonight after class!

Happy New Year!

The Haar family had an amazing 2011. We had our ups and downs, but I could not have asked for more. Highlights from 2011 were Ellie being born, Moving to the house, and the start of a more healthy lifestyle.
Ellie has been a big adventure for us, who knew adding one more would shake up the world so much. She finished her therapy well, and should have no lasting effects. Ellie is beginning to move around, and can be found stuck under the coffee table. She loves to watch her big sister run and play. She has her own way of telling Emma I am watching you. Ellie squeals with delight, and almost bounces off your knee. I enjoy her cuddles and smiles. The girls are so different. When Emma was this age she was loveable but much more interested in doing her own thing. Ellie just wants to be held and loved on. Her first words were Dada and she is working on others. Everyone who sees the girls say they look so much alike. I can't wait to see what Ellie does next.
Emma is always learning new things. She surprises Josh and I with new phrases and actions. My current favorite is "I win, you lose, game over." She is sassy, but sometimes I just have to laugh. She has a wonderful sense of humor. We have our difficult days where she learns consequences, but the next day she is super sweet. Emma enjoys being a big sister and helps out all the time. I know she can't wait to have someone to play with in her backyard. Emma is helpful in other areas of the house too. She likes to help with dishes, laundry and cleaning her room. Emma is ready for the next few years saying she will get her back pack and ride the bus to school.
Josh and I are focused on being better versions of ourselves. We continue to eat healthier and workout. This month we are playing a weight loss game, and the winner chooses where we go on vacation. It should be a fun competition. We got settled into the house and had a very nice Christmas at home. I can see now that I have more room for decorations! Josh has expanded his home brewing out in the garage to include kegging. He enjoys collecting beer and sampling with friends. We set up a craft area in the living room that holds my sewing machine and cricut. I enjoy getting crafty when possible. My latest craft was wine cork Christmas trees. I enjoyed making them and didn't have to drink any wine! I also used some of the bows, beads, and ribbon that I received from my Aunt D'ann. I like going through the boxes to see what I can do next. We continue to stay busy juggling work, the girls, and life in general. Josh still works 4 10 hour days at Central Market, so he can watch Emma and Ellie Tuesday through Thursday. The girls stay with their Aunt T and Angelica on Mondays and Fridays. Then I have them on the weekend. It is a sacrifice to not have a day off with Josh, but it is worth it. We look forward to 2012 and all that it has in store for us.

Hope you all are having a great new year as well. Love- The Haars

Here we go again,

Torticollis, or wryneck, is a stiff neck associated with muscle spasm, classically causing lateral flexion contracture of the cervical spine musculature (a condition in which the head is tilted to one side). The muscles affected are principally those supplied by the spinal accessory nerve.(wikipedia)

Ellie was diagnosed last week with torticollis. Emma had torticollis and after a few months she was back to normal. We are hoping to have the same results with Ellie.
Ellie has less of a head tilt then Emma, but her body is more shifted then Emma. This is our big concern. Ellie will go to a weekly therapy session, and all other stretching will be done by us at home.
I will be sure to keep everyone posted. These next few weeks are going to be hard. I remember Emma crying through the whole hour, and I am sure Ellie will be no different.

Pete

We had a hard loss yesterday. Pete had been missing for a few days, and we all thought he had run off somewhere and would return. He had wanted out that night to go lay down and sleep forever.
I remember when we got him, he cost $45 dollars and was supposed to be a chihuahua. He was no bigger then my hand. I took him home and he just slept everywhere. His favorite way to sleep was on his back with his feet in the air. He grew to be a very playful dog. JW and Chase would chase him around, and he was always frisky after baths. I loved the way he would growl when you acted like you were going to thump him. I also miss his kisses even though he sometimes didn't know when to quit.
Pete lived the good life and was WELL taken care of by my parents. Plenty of car rides, good food, his own furniture, and treats. We know he can never be replaced. He was truly one of a kind.
Pete Mesquite or Pete Smith or Petey Sweety or just plain Pete Cates. 3/2/1998- 8/2011